I agree, there can by no means be a boundary to a woman spoiling herself. Let alone use the word sufficient. Though I feel I have been overdoing it recently. I think I need to be cautious on the words I use here cause ‘overdoing it’ also doesn’t seem to be the right phrase used but in any case I do feel very guilty for my actions lately (shopping and eating breakfast everyday from these restaurants that really hurt your pockets). It makes me feel high-quality for a while and comes back to haunt me. Very hectically so I think I should take a break. I am not yet financially fit to be going on like this. It hit me this morning that if I carry on like this I’m not going to accomplish a thing except a lot of weight cause that’s what happens when I stress, I gain a lot of weight. January will come again and I’ll still feel irritable that I didn’t have funds to register or someone will be selling that million dollar property at a really near to the ground cost and I’ll feel very dim-witted for not being able to afford it, there will be that gap available to open that shop and I wouldn’t be able to buy it. Yes I think I have been wasting money. Not easy to ingest but it’s true!
I am not going to go back, looking for receipts and stressing about the thousands already blown away because that wont prevent early loss of hair but will only be the root. I am only 23 years young this year (2012)...Really? I am also still single by the way so I need my hair…lol (been trying so hard not to look like a boy)
I think I need to learn to prioritize and spend money sensibly because frankly if I carry on like this tomorrow is gonna come, I’ll still be stressing about my future because I couldn’t devote myself in it. I have had numerous business ideas and haven’t been able to work on them because the pleasures of this world have taken the best of me. At 23 with such brains I could be very far. I just need to pause the pleasures key and really focus on what’s imperative. FOCUS, wow that word on its own is something; I think it deserves its own post. I will need someone to help me on this and if I don’t want to lose it, I guess I will have to be that person. This is a skill I’ll have to learn. From now on ‘my latest finds and keeps’ or ‘my recent closet adds’ would only entail of only imperative things, things that I really need. It’s not just money I need to invest, its time as well. I am usually quoted saying that ‘my success is inevitable’, yes I still believe that but it will have to come after a lot of work has been put in to it. Right now I am sacrificing my lifestyle, if it’s a great life I want to live then I should start preparing for it now! I’ll keep you posted on how it goes, wish me luck…I seriously think I am going to need it. Arg it’s just a bad tendency I am gonna have to quit before I die from it. Ta for now, I am already shaky…but I’ll endure J I believe that if I upgrade the self, the lifestyle will just upgrade itself. What do you think?
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